7/26/12

This Is Me Saying I Can Still Shake My Ass And Cry

i tried to make you
but your neck reminds me
there's something sad in the middle

i keep putting on the same song

no no no part 2 by destiny's child

i don't think i can finish this
this whole thing i'm 
insanely guilty about

do you want it?

i have to be somewhere
but i am not a mean person

no no no

i am not a mean person

i strictly remember 
small inaccessible worlds
i meant to type words
but my blood is washed into me so hard that
this is how i type

i type reiterate
and feel blinded

i need to wonder
but won't remember to

i wander

i'm fried
i'm like i've eaten cake for twelve days
what do i look like to you?

your neck reminds me
of something soft i used to feel

i keep putting 
on the same golf course
even in this hole thing
i'm insanely budding

growing to want it
i want to be somewhere
i want to feel mean-ing-full
but i am not a mean per-son

no no no

no no no

no no no


i am listening to no no no part 2 
by destiny's child
i am typing like crazy
i am not going to stop typing
tapping
until i am done 
tappingtyping
i am floating
i don't know why i'm like this
this is uninteresting
this is what happens
when extension chords
are dragged
to the planet jupiter
this is what beyonce's voice sounded like in 1997
this is what wyclef's life was like when he was still sort of famous
this is before 
"shakira" 
this is me saying
I Can Still Shake My Ass And Cry
this is what everything is
someone in destiny's child
just sang
i can see 
right through you
i can write 
right through 
what you say you see
wyclef says
don't front it
if you know you really want it
there is a harp part
every time i see you
you pretend as if 
you don't want me
what a chump move
a fucking chump move
when you get home 
when you get home
when you get home
you get on the phone
and tell me how much you care
L O L
EL OH EL
EL OH FUCKING EL
this is all so abt how the world works
how human relationships 
are doomed
i don't know
i don't know what to type about
these are the no no no part 2 poems
these are the no no no part 2 lyrics:
 
[Wyclef:]
This is the remix
The jeeps pump this new remix
This is the remix
Radio's play this remix
This is the remix
The jeeps pump this remix
This is the remix
The Refugees Camp have the remix
Destiny's child
We 'bout to set it
This is the remix
The streets pump the remix
This is the remix
Every project, come on, come on
Destiny's Child

[Beyonce:]
Boy I know you want me
I can see it in your eyes
But you keep on frontin'
Won't you say what's on your mind
Cause each and every time you need me
You give me signs
But when I ask you what's the deal
You hold it all inside
If you wanna be with me
You gotta keep it real
Tell me what's goin' on
Tell me how you feel
Cause boy I know you want me
Just as much as I want you
So come and get my love
It's all here for you

[Chorus:]
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Beyonce:]
If you keep actin' this way
You're gonna lose my love
I ain't got no time to play
You better to be playin hurry up
Cause every time I come around
Crews run around your way
I see you on the corner
But you don't know what to say
When I walk up to you baby
You seem so shy
What's the problem baby
Never had a girl like I
I can see right through you
And you know you wanna be mine
So get your act together
Cause you're running out of time
 
[Chorus:]
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
 
[Bridge:]
Everytime I see you with your boys
You pretend as if you don't want me
When you get home you call me on the phone
And tell me how much you care

[Wyclef:]
Yo, close your eyes, shorty
You're guaranteed to be hypnotized
By the remix that Wyclef provides
I don't care 'bout your size
Girl shake your thighs
All I'm tryin' to do
In the hood is stay alive
Make a little money with Destiny's Child
Thugs hear this song, they dance, they go wild
Like Texas, they movin' like
No limit soldiers
They went from a dream to the
Young Supremes, sing it girls

[Chorus:]
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You'll be sayin' no, no, no, no, no
When it's really yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah 

this is the remix
nothing pumps the new remix
this is the remix
nothing plays the remix
close your eyes
your about to be hypnotized
 
i strictly remember
being told
to relax
i remember
small inaccessible words
that used to pour from my mouth
i meant to type worlds
but my blood 
is washed clean
from my hands

it was so hard

i wonder
how much deep fried chicken i can eat
until i eat 
like i look
like i've been beating myself up
with the food i eat
for seventy decades?

what do i look like?
to you what do i look like?

my pinky reminds me
of how hard my blood used to fail
when it was beating through me
it reminds me 
of how soft my skin is
when i am slicing the shit out of myself

 i keep putting off
the end of this poem
this whole thing
is insanely building
growing
this is the remix

i'll have to wonder
but i won't remember to
a single utterance in me
can include
a global release
of auxillary desires
i have called dibs on 
the money
so i can have it
forever

horns and tusks
take forever
to slowly grow sharp

through the first door
is an unrelated pile
through the second door
are three
small, inaccessible seconds
blinded
by my adverse comrade
who has a great tongue
who trembles

it's how i reiterate
i tremble
i'm not kidding
when i say it was me
who rolled those rocks
into your geyser
and ruined the world

it was me

i killed the flowers
i had to be somewhere
but i killed the flowers

i am not a mean person
but if i could hurt someone
i would want to hurt someone
 i don't think i can finish this
i'm insanely guilty
i keep putting on the same song
i think there's something sad in the middle
it's the part where beyonce sings:
Everytime I see you with your boys
You pretend as if you don't want me
When you get home you call me on the phone
And tell me how much you care

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