tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4383631713957260592024-03-13T22:46:22.731-05:00CUTLASStalk talk talk talk talk talkjustin ryan fyfehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12732772193535151517noreply@blogger.comBlogger146125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-20745708671857028882013-07-28T23:10:00.001-05:002013-07-28T23:10:28.475-05:00on deckthe heavy bat first, this swing
in the word to say near me but pushing through me.
take the han, the word flood implies direction, gravity's wear.
knowing the dams hold their breath
above the border,
put bets here before the pitch,
pop-fly or walk or homer
note the corners that punished
---your father evidently
worth your mother once---
and the world owes us a caricature,
take me into the sun. unconsciously, I will explain.
Jason Dhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13527583662179399844noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-86141135825644354992013-07-26T01:07:00.001-05:002013-07-26T16:51:22.082-05:00haikupumping pumping pumping<br />
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fingers fingers<br />
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cervix<br />
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neck<br />
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cervix<br />
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thigh<br />
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pumping pumping<br />
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wings wings wingsUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-46158477757928968202013-07-19T15:19:00.001-05:002013-07-19T15:19:30.523-05:00Projections of Projections of Her<!--StartFragment-->
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">Unease bumps
inside the body of a fly <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">that bumps
against an unknown wall <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">in an unknown
room. It’s Chinatown, <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">Chicago. I’ve
locked myself in <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">the McDonald’s
bathroom. A hand-dryer <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">hangs by two
cords: home <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">and someplace
else. A fight ends <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">as quickly as it
began, and I open the door <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">to a calm that
exists only after unspeakable things. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">An artificial
waterfall tilts to the left, and blue <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">nights rise from
grease and gorgeous women. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">I can’t say why,
but I want to be the man <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">in the bottom of
a dried-up well, who thinks <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">he can gain the
answer to everything <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">if only the sun
will burn perfect circles <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">onto his hands.
Or maybe I just want <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">to lick the
shadows from your walls, <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">your yellow-wallpapered
walls, <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">your imaginary
endings. Later, <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">I will throw
them up into the toilet. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">Who am I
kidding? I will not take <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">on any more of
your little deaths, <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">your half-cocked
confessions. I will <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">not force the
handgun from your hands <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">or lie by the
couch to keep you <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">from
____________. An empty bottle <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">of McCormick’s
sits in your freezer door, <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">and I have
better things to do than imagine a you. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">When I left, I
realized you never knew me <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">from the
projections of her. You never knew <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">that I never knew
you, either – not really. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">We were forever
each other’s mothers – <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">or some bit of
history that never existed. Who am I <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">to say you were
wrong for calling me <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">a whore? I know
an artist <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">who says words
are meaningless, <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">that we assign
them power when <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">they needn’t be
anything but shapes on paper.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">He’s a
pseudo-intellectual hipster cop-out, <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">but that doesn’t
matter. What matters is this:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">A man stands on
top of a rock, pregnant <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">with a lobster
that is really his mother. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">He rests his
hand on his uterus,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">closes his eyes
to the wind.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">I share a card
table with a woman <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">whose ears are
cow’s ears<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">and whose feet
are pig’s feet.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">We’re in the
middle of a gravel road.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">She smiles a
knowing smile.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">A foo dog
charges through<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">my apartment
door, morphs<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">into an aging monk,
and slouches <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">against the
kitchen counter.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">He asks for a
glass of water.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">My father is
there. In my waking <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">state, a black
shadow swooshes <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">from the alcove
of 20s Showgirl. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">We have all seen
it/him/her <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">and we’re not
saying anything <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">to anybody else
about it.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">The rabbits are
eating our peas.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">Nothing will
remain as it was before.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">It’s possible to
pass on traumas<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">to our children,
DNA changed <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">forever by
epigenetic expressions.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">It’s also
possible to pass on positive<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">shifts. I like
to imagine myself <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">happy, though my
parents <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">lived through
unspeakable things. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">I dream myself
into wells of absurdity <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">and wallow in
shallow waters. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">A falcon tips
into the gloved hand <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">of a little
girl, and a fly dies <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">on my headboard.
She has <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">the weightless body
of a barn swallow.</span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18128991627541307238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-42009868303721101262013-07-16T16:47:00.003-05:002013-07-19T10:10:38.413-05:00but the meat is too agedyou open me up with tongue and knife<br />pulling out my dreambeats<br />my prime pieces<br />my life drumming doldroms<br /><br />teasing me they say honey feels<br />sticky and tight but it won’t hurt<br /><br />I taste like rain<br />and sugarcubes on your fingers<br />you say sugar feels<br />nous ne sommes pas un pour l'autre<br /><br />you squeeze my flesh tight<br />flail around light me up melt me down<br /><br />everyone takes their favorite part<br />a carcass in the wild loses its form<br />under a supermoon bones bleach<br />je ne sais pas qui je suisUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-59332839080761299112013-07-15T18:58:00.002-05:002013-07-15T19:01:42.626-05:00aerth<div dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.15; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;">
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">whispers way too quietly</span></div>
<b style="font-weight: normal;"><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span></b>
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<span style="font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.15; white-space: pre-wrap;">Dying</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span></div>
rachelisehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14408972518712725676noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-22276528722523485532013-07-08T10:50:00.000-05:002013-07-08T10:50:21.532-05:00cut here for 92come and have a drink with me<br />
sit down and talk a while<br />
the dignity of this office must be preserved<br />
<br />
time spent ousted<br />
uncomfortable but calm<br />
spinning rain<br />
cycling around the park<br />
like an old puerto rican man<br />
on a fastback<br />
<br />
drinking rumchata<br />
eating fried meat<br />
and drenched in a<br />
glow not unlike vaseline<br />
<br />
took a shower today<br />
trimmed my beard<br />
there wasn't weed in there this time<br />
but not for lack of trying<br />
<br />
halle berry<br />
beyonce knowles<br />
<br />
and the thunder rollsalsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08347078648699819726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-91158855595013382212013-07-03T11:10:00.002-05:002013-07-03T11:11:19.042-05:00still haven't figured out what cure song that isit's 1991<br />
i'm 1991<br />
i'm listening to 1991<br />
i'm fairly sure i became self aware in 1991<br />
<br />
other things that happened:<br />
broke an arm<br />
developed an addiction to earl grey<br />
hot,<br />
<br />
i don't like honey in my tea though<br />
and i don't like anything in my tea<br />
or any sort of palette altering<br />
bullshit, because it's hard enough as it is<br />
to try and mask something so intrinsically<br />
perfect or complex or entirely simple or<br />
all together fucked up<br />
<br />
i stand behind the notion that you rarely ever need more than four on any particular floor<br />
<br />
but you need four<br />
in 1991 we only needed four<br />
now we only need four<br />
i count in four HOWEVER i like to count by fives<br />
or tens, my older brother sees sevens everywhere<br />
glad i didn't get that gene<br />
seven sucksAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17153684420917930968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-7210008916700389482013-06-27T18:30:00.000-05:002013-06-27T18:39:57.998-05:00&honey &honey &honey &who am i<br />
when orange rocks<br />
make orange sandmelt<br />
(and i just thought creamsicle but meant)<br />
into glass<br />
<br />
the desert would piss milk<br />
all over if only you could find<br />
the urethra<br />
but<br />
<br />
wanderingsickness<br />
i had a fondness for chasing if<br />
when i tired i'd be a dove<br />
i am tired<br />
i am a manaching rock<br />
chasing teeth immured in the wide<br />
black skymouth<br />
awake shedding a skin thick<br />
layered honeycum<br />
<br />
you read we can't die<br />
from not pissing when we die<br />
we all piss<br />
maybe just<br />
little drops<br />
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-45846701146894295682013-06-25T14:45:00.004-05:002013-06-25T20:44:52.352-05:00house for flies <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
this was going on when they invented agriculture: sand dunes forming<br />
<div>
in the back of the mouth of namibia</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
orange rocks make orange sand</div>
<div>
a milky dream of carrot powder</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
that is money, </div>
<div>
i think</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
"& did you know," she went on "that the black mamba is called the black mamba </div>
<div>
not because of the color of its external scales (grey-white) but due</div>
<div>
to the intense blackness of the inside of it's mouth?"</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
i, shirtless in the desert, kill a venomous snake to be closer to it</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
& to draw flies</div>
<div>
in the millions </div>
<div>
they hover</div>
<div>
close over a teacup so full of</div>
<div>
diamond</div>
<div>
that it breaks but keeps</div>
<div>
its shape</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
here is a voice:</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
"slave-master:</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
starvation is not your worry</div>
<div>
your breath is an ache from inside the rock's color</div>
<div>
bathing me between parentheses </div>
<div>
in dark yellow urine"</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
apparently death </div>
<div>
in hotel toilet bowl</div>
<div>
wrapped a snake</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
& come let's make</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
there's fire hot enough</div>
<div>
to remove the evil haloes</div>
<div>
that few a ships rode in on</div>
<div>
<br />
<br /></div>
<div>
They, bringing blackness</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
i assume the pose </div>
<div>
of the zoo-kept</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
& turn my maps</div>
<div>
on the mouth of the continent</div>
<div>
that looked over the gate</div>
<div>
and clove to it</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
</div>
Tealhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04331370833137722404noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-70709077358194224042013-06-23T12:18:00.002-05:002013-06-23T12:18:44.685-05:00I’m not going to piss in anyone’s pocket, I won’t piss out this fire either
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in furrows</span>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">patterns
of blazing hills</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">our squint-eyes
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">a
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">a Janus-glance</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">I’m
not saying we’re prophets</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">but
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and we’ll
help you through the doorframe</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">not
with kerosene and swaddling</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">nor torches
and babies </span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">we’re children of the fire, made of it</span></i></div>
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said that? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">something
in the underbrush:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>orphaned skunks in a hollow</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>broken toys</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>oscularies waiting</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">for
aeration</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">something
violent to mix them </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">with
another, shall I pass through </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">or
lie </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">in
wait for my destroyer? what is </span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">my
substance? liquid or air? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">errr<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>errring <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>every day</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">taking
the dare, pissing </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">in
the men’s urinal at church</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">looking
for a rite that might </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">right
you that might </span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">upright
you that mite: </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">you,
me for example</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">under
a golden sky</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">everybody
kissed everybody’s hands</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
Cassie Eddingtonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06884735060576297478noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-43036501294821913512013-06-17T18:24:00.004-05:002013-06-17T18:26:45.662-05:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br />
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">
<span style="font-family: "Elephant","serif"; font-size: 30pt;">BLACK
PISS TEETH<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">
<span style="font-family: "Bauhaus 93"; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p> </o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">mutated
my mind<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">as
it shifted <o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">i
shit on the soft grey olive<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">came
out my ruinous kisser<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">as
a pit<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">smack
surface</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">biting rock as a nip<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">tumbl
down staircase too </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">these are nails singing</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">while
the ‘nado sirens warn<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">wag
a blasted brass finger<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">a
foul a new death for us<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">wrapped
by concrete<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">i
am kissing you<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">new
aerth to groww<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">development
of my worpshiped<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">mind
over currency<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">hunter
god for feedss me<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">i
am a scream <o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">a
man’s gotta eat<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">in
the imagined sea of piss<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">until
i am not piss<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">until
it is only piss<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<br />
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">i
am hovering</span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">metal and flying a winged</span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">get
high as the bottom<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">of
the ocean <o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">i
am also in<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">a
golden squid garden</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">piss
on my parents watermelon<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">w/
my friends<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">all
of them even the dead ones<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">the
money we left in the dirt</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">the
drunk and sober</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">drugs for my non thinker<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">and
i in light of sweat<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">
banked sunshine for my melting<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">laying
in my own pool<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">for
hours<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">as
i fake a sleep</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">i am a body too<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">i
wont suffer i can’t express<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">some
fake fondness for violence</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">or the pain is this</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">the piss is </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">everything<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">when
i build up as a passing storm<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">a
random wind <o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">will
kill me<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">but
i am damned by nothing</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Californian FB","serif"; font-size: 14pt;">and nothing will save me<o:p></o:p></span></div>
justin ryan fyfehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12732772193535151517noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-2525963089908234242013-06-17T17:14:00.000-05:002013-06-17T17:14:40.175-05:00<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I'm changed in the way </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">your brain set</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Not the thinking part </span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">but the knowing part</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">that sadly set its face </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">on the staircase </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">And then die is right! </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Here, we're right here</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">in the pre-death like </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">the minutes</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">in the blue chair</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">before you board the airplane</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">are only minutes in the one chair</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">before the minutes</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">in the plane chair or how</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">a screaming rabbit</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">snagged in the cat's teeth</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">is the massacre</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">of my imagined kindness or</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">how I have to piss and </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">this ink is the ink</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">until I piss</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">There's that brass bird</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I saw last in the place </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">coated in cat piss</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">with the porch </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">on which I set</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">my mother's plants </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">to die and the neighbor </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">let her tub run </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">to cover the floor</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">My friend my friend </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">would stop to drink</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">from the round cup</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">set carefully for him</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">me lying like </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I wasn't </span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sitting waiting</span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">and now I guess this </span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">is </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">only in minutes</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">after that</span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">and maybe the cat suffers </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">for its nature but maybe I suffer </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">for nothing my life my life</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">is a goddamned pom-pom</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Maybe in the whole world</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">no one saved a seat</span></span></div>
Alisa Heinzmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01001364800529995839noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-50001624229295119642013-06-16T23:51:00.000-05:002013-06-16T23:51:18.780-05:00Death to Intelligence<span style="background-color: #fff9ee; color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">"It is written forever that boys write poetry </span><span style="background-color: #fff9ee; color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">and Men Die </span><span style="background-color: #fff9ee; color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">girls sing the blues </span><span style="background-color: #fff9ee; color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">and Women Bleed" </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #fff9ee; color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">i mean this is a pretty dark one </span><span style="background-color: #fff9ee; color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">are blues and poetry the same thing? </span><span style="background-color: #fff9ee; color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">is dying and bleeding </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">ooolalalaoooolalala </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"> </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">i'm bleeding now- or i was yesterday </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">and i guess i'm dying too </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">a great horned owl arrived at my house in a blizzard </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, Palatino Linotype, Palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">and i thought it left us a baby maybe </span></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">but we didn't check we just sat in the dark and sang "it's snow baby of mine" </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">and watched it turn its head around and around </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">atweetletweetatwiddle</span><br />
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">maybe it means that the next generation makes art and when they lose it they suffer and die or do they suffer first and then art and then die</span><br />
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">to tell you the truth, i'm in no mood for poetry </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">but i think i'm starting to get that quote </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, Palatino Linotype, Palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">there is a difference between living and feeling </span></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">or feeling and expressing </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">i was trying to explain an idea and i kept using the word "adult" and it was and wasn't what i meant i think i was trying to talk about people who have been changed by pain and who have come to some understanding through it </span><br />
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i bet the birds are ok i mean i live right there and they are always singing, which is as you say not just about "sex" and it's obviously not about "happiness" either but i guess it means they are "alive" and maybe not "afraid" i bet those falcons eat lots of mice<br />
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, Palatino Linotype, Palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, Palatino Linotype, Palatino, serif;"><span style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">some of you posted a study on facebook that found that people who had been found to be more intelligent than their peers in the study drink more beers or whatever alcohol-they drink more of it amanda said she had some thoughts i have some thoughts too </span></span><span style="background-color: #fff9ee; color: #222222; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">"¡Muera la inteligencia!"</span>u rhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930433060455392274noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-35436576996581617222013-06-11T14:10:00.005-05:002013-06-11T16:18:19.006-05:00Get Low Get Low Get Low Get Low: I mean this in a funny way too<br />
Casual Sex is God Damned Futile<br />
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I used to like Eminem<br />
I once drank a fifth of vodka in twenty minutes and drove<br />
I needed drugs<br />
I once met a parolee with six kids at 24 and one in the youth joint<br />
She had a shrine to Eminem <br />
It was over her bed and under her watch yourself fuck mirror<br />
It was something we could bond over<br />
The Eminem I mean<br />
It was something you could assume a bond out of hand with everyone you met<br />
I used to think shocking and funny were obviously the same thing<br />
I used to be too cool for morals<br />
Its hilarious to murder your wife over and over again<br />
I had a one-night stand with a woman in a violent relationship<br />
One-afternoon stand really<br />
We fucked on his couch than we went to the park fed ducks and smoked weed<br />
Everyone knew about it in the space of a day and night<br />
I told no one. I admitted nothing<br />
I avoided a fight with the boyfriend by drunk driving away from his questions<br />
<br />
Once at the Alley I had a bloody mary in a mason jar for like six bucks<br />
I'm shamed of that in a way I'm not shamed of other things<br />
Once I had a bloody mary like half an hour after brushing my teeth<br />
and everything faintly smelled and tasted like garlic salt for days<br />
It was like I had just vomited an hour ago forever. <br />
<br />
I hate the alley but like the neighborhood<br />
Every summer the drown of bougie cover bands at red nine<br />
and the dance of fortysomething bud light meatheads<br />
Behind that the near south with the smell of roses from old Klein's corners yes<br />
Also the air of tree pollen that does not actually smell <i>like</i> semen<br />
but in plain literal and biologic sense is semen<br />
Sex is not the only reason that birds sing<br />
any weather we find annoying tends to batter and drown the birds dead in scores<br />
and then there's the mascot falcons we love top the Capitol<br />
normally a big town with its trees would give the little birds cover from the prairie space<br />
but naw<br />
Fuck you robin<br />
Fuck you mocking J<br />
Fuck you woodcock<br />
It's fucking shit to be a songbird<br />
Billie Holiday sang the blues<br />
And every lost artist and past generation suffered to death<br />
doesn't really want a better future for their children<br />
or an artless world of dry contentment<br />
They want you to suffer too and they hate what your weak ass calls romance<br />
<br />
It is written forever that boys write poetry<br />
and Men Die<br />
girls sing the blues<br />
and Women Bleed <br />
"¡Muera la inteligencia!"<br />
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<br />Joshua D. Beranhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16001391023944600607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-38037922838502896162013-06-10T23:30:00.001-05:002013-06-10T23:30:32.536-05:00Everyone Has Their Own Image of Losing Altitude <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Drinking a screwdriver from a mason jar</div>
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headphones sounding the currency of</div>
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dissolve dislove disown diversions</div>
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this is the real money that buys</div>
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"I don't give a fuck who knows"</div>
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or what words might be too harsh</div>
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we are coming home from the mystery</div>
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Sarah first</div>
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Travis next</div>
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& all of us</div>
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I can't help</div>
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but to think</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px; min-height: 18px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
each of us sitting in a quiet burn</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
each of us writing a truth of sorts</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
I close my eyes & know</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px; min-height: 18px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
we are not playing dumb here</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
we are talking at it</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
a caravan of poet family</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
or what I want to say is</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
we have a huge amount</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
of currency between us</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
we are $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
if that symbol was what made us</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 15px;">
feel things beneath our clothes.</div>
</div>
Travis Davishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982632684071095322noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-24832496460047234782013-06-09T19:18:00.002-05:002013-06-09T20:06:23.279-05:00herstrionics<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
i'm tired of playing dumb to your face,<br />
but the alternative is too embarrassing. <br />
i have a small currency<br />
of social cues at my disposal. my beast arms<br />
give HUGS did you know, i try to show you when you look<br />
like you might want to be shown. <br />
these levers i pull pump my butt-zone to the beat.<br />
i am gaining experience to<br />
metastasize stronger charms.<br />
<br />
the roses are on time this year in lincoln, nebraska.<br />
sometimes one smells the right way to mouth on<br />
and retreat<br />
sputtering inedible petals. <br />
murmur, "depression feels like you're<br />
secretly evil, and you MUST hide it<br />
from everyone."<br />
<br />
on-time too is the restless diversion,<br />
a repeated crest that comes crashing<br />
down in fluttering shoreline ripples,<br />
a thrumming djembe cadence of<br />
go go go go go go go<br />
<br />
so don't dislove me.<br />
grant maybe a philanthropy of inquisitive<br />
fingers on my fissures.<br />
i'm just a glass girl in mirror land.<br />
<br />
and look i can say the F word all night.<br />
so you're going to have to be fucking patient.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br /></div>
sarshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00142750668667683532noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-51306764655609256082013-06-08T10:24:00.000-05:002013-06-10T10:24:59.685-05:00CUTLASS II 2K13<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
1.sarah JUN 9<br /> 2.trav JUN 11<br /> 3.josh JUN 13<br /> 4.lisa JUN 15<br /> 5.alisa JUN 17<br /> 6.jessica JUN 19<br /> 7.justin JUN 21<br /> 8.cassie JUN 23<br /><span class="text_exposed_show">9.teal JUN 25<br /> 10.joel JUN 27<br /> 11.kelsey JUN 29 <br /> 12.tom JUly 1<br /> 13.sperry JULY 3<br /> 14.mike JULY 5<br /> 15.jerod JULY 7<br /> 16.amanda JULY 9<br /> 17.molly JULY 11<br /> 18.becky JULY 13<br /> 19.rach JULY 15<br /> 20.jenny JULY 17<br /> 21.genevieve JULY 19<br /> 22.jeff JULY 21<br /> 23.paul JULY 23<br /> 24.drew JULY 25<br /> 25.jason JULY 27</span></div>
justin ryan fyfehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12732772193535151517noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-51048692703747785392013-05-22T21:22:00.000-05:002013-05-23T08:37:45.335-05:00Twang<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br />
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
My warm insides are so much</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
busy moving material</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
from one physicality to the next</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
& hustling $ $ $</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
little bits of money</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
to put in the gas tank</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
to make more debts</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
to j kick ass</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
to black out in sport</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
to black out in poem</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px; min-height: 17px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
Nebraska Summer is almost here</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
it's been raining</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
the world is blue-green</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
the end of the game is over</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
we outlasted winter</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
now waiting for herds of bees</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px; min-height: 17px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
heyallofyou</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
thisisanewpoem</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
thisisaburningpoem</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px; min-height: 17px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
all these serene days</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
smacking me like waves</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
makes me horny for something</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
bare chests</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
bare intentions</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
sunglasses</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px; min-height: 17px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
we only have this once</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
we could be very gone</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
before next cutlass</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
tonight the greens & blues getting dark</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
writing sloppy lines</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
letting them end wherever</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
eagerly awaiting</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
I don't care</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
it doesn't matter what I say</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px; min-height: 17px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
what I am trying to say is</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
the nuance of every small fraction</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
was made a long time ago</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
but it's summer now</div>
<div style="font-family: 'Book Antiqua'; font-size: 14px;">
we are whirring in delight</div>
</div>
Travis Davishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982632684071095322noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-55163381233627145132013-05-22T12:20:00.001-05:002013-05-22T12:21:34.437-05:00supplicatebe a bee a bee a bee<br />
sallow air wisp foxhole infiltrates<br />
sting me in my warren<br />
my den, my warm prairie wind<br />
rustle awake stalks<br />
all that remains, foxed bone<br />
buzzing drone<br />
aimed earthward, shape making<br />
yesteryears crops into fallow<br />
gingerbread men<br />
eagerly awaiting<br />
whistle stop signal the ready aim<br />
flames lick wounds clean<br />
thistle cleanse, sweep milo mounds<br />
batten down my whispered thunder roar a bee a bee<br />
a beeUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-58090924262942121462013-05-21T15:33:00.000-05:002013-05-21T15:33:22.333-05:00THE END OF THE GAME???????<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: x-large;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span> <br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span> <br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">bea sport</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">mail me my witchery</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">to switch up she/victory</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">i left it all on the respected surface</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">it was a battle in my blood</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">fucks me up myself wit my foxy fuck wit</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">shes a man i mean</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i invented the wheel</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">a spinney vom for my exhaustion</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i spoke through the endless round</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">round</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">round etc. i mean infinity</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">is watching a bouncing moon baby</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">squealing in the muted cheese</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">the future is a sea</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">is deep to pummel your difficult mind</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">mirror sun to look a shining</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">ass of a guess where my heart is headed</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">to a hard hating</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">to rumble in lovey collision</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">rubbing slimy boulders over my crushed jaw</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">she belts me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">hello smile in my rotting</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">a rainbow gushes from a fracture</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">it is disgustingly sweet</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">of you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">to care how tall i can never be</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">giant in the self destruction air</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">gallops down the wood</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">sloppy spin as the rock you live on</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">hides away sunshine</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">what the fuck</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">am i going to do without you???????</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">singing mother--</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">mother save your knees for nobody</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">this is not a road</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">to call your past a waste</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">but a vast open prairie refilled</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">to bursting of the american bison</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">for you to shoot</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">froma train</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">while i clap from over here</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">whistling something sad</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;">that hasn't happened yet</span></div>
justin ryan fyfehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12732772193535151517noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-69928090928732501812013-05-19T21:50:00.001-05:002013-05-19T22:05:06.635-05:00Imaginary Histories<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">Fox has mirror over the bed</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">so when he fucks he sees down: </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">himself fucking seeing up </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">himself fucking</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"></span><br /></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">Basketball was invented when a man</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">prepared the conditions to have</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">that what he threw away </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">returned to him unchanged</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"></span><br /></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">Stopping to consider is a double dribble.</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"></span><br /></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">Ribs under the rubble of an parkinglot oracle </span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">play atonal pebble-notes on the xylophone</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">of a Delphic motorcade rumbla rambla.</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"></span><br /></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">Hard </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"> to handle on the jukebox </span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"> </span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>Hard loving the intractable</span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><br /></span>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>continuum of balls</span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"></span><br /></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>Let’s put a lid on the bottom of the nets</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"> a second concentric hoop</span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>its over</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>when it’s in</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>Let’s put an fermata on this motherfucker</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>I can’t help it when I don’t want it to be over</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"></span><br /></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">Put another quarter in</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>drink another drink</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>tip back fast the rim</span></span></div>
<div style="font: 12.0px 'Minion Pro'; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;">frame you in a glass</span></span></div>
<div>
<span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><br /></span></div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-4831737886204757122013-05-17T15:06:00.001-05:002013-05-17T15:06:41.159-05:00originstories<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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That Nebraska is the smell of coffee in the Great Hall,</div>
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a brunch underway beneath it in Fellowship Hall,</div>
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the smell of stale helium from a history of basketballs</div>
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on the dusty wood echoes in the old gymnasiums </div>
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in the way basement by bell choir</div>
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where I lifted several heavy bass notes.</div>
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I can't really remember the cold war though</div>
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or Nostradamous but I moved on from my</div>
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first crush in the 90s, got over it with David Duchovny's </div>
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monotone eyes and the male middle part of every </div>
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darkhaired boy. My 96-97 diary was a fat slice, widening</div>
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out from its binding with all the pasting in and his faces </div>
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taped everywhere. I think probably his personae was my first
exposure to </div>
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conspiracy. I wanted to be an FBI agent already after Jodie
Foster,</div>
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I think if for the stories. It's impossible to know </div>
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when I first saw Silence of the lambs but I remember</div>
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my Dad vividly telling me the entirety </div>
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of Se7en later on in the night in 95 when they'd seen it in
theaters.</div>
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If you investigate the species </div>
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and the histories, the bees still figure </div>
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in to our legend significantly, </div>
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as a sign of the end times</div>
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even. I suppose some people deal with always dying by
sublimating </div>
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their own mortality awareness. Mortality conciousness?</div>
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Their being mortality-conscious. Some people opt to
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project the anxiety of it, the fears </div>
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elsewhere passionately—ends are terrifying. </div>
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In and of themselves. True.</div>
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And shit could certainly get like that out there.</div>
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JESS!CAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11916519740033540603noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-20847762346991050422013-05-14T15:10:00.002-05:002013-05-17T13:03:43.755-05:00I'm Actually Kind of Serious About Sleeping with The Missiles I will not apologize for my origins.<br />
I am not society's stereotype of a Scary Black Mountain Dew Goat<br />
The best pizza joint North Platte ever had<br />
was run out of business by a rumor that the owner was gay and bleeding AIDS on his pizza<br />
During this same time the local news reported the mere presence of graffiti<br />
as proof of a previously impossible gang presence in town with perfect creditude<br />
Like Serious Doughboy Baker types had invaded the country outposts<br />
and in the 90s they were already saying that Lexington was being swarmed with illegal immigrants<br />
In those days you see the Cold War was still what people had been raised to become<br />
You were a good person only inasmuch the bastards were out to get you<br />
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It was a big deal<br />
the killer bees that mad scientists had let go from Brazil<br />
so they could go be languid and bisexual<br />
The bees too were swimming up from Mexico now<br />
By Y2k they would control the Maine woods<br />
In the meantime they would make a welting nightmare of the newly domesticated desert south<br />
Attacking old women with good American names<br />
while they cried in remembrance <br />
Even on Nat Geo<br />
or other such staid pro-nature shit<br />
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That's how bees got to be central to the overriding alien apocalypse arc on "X-Files"<br />
Killer bees on apocalypse swarm was a real fucking thing<br />
that proper and serious people knew to be happening in front of our eyes.<br />
And however strong the consensus that X-Files was "Great" may be<br />
I like to believe that only I understand<br />
How fucking perfect it trapped the ghost of 94 in a bottle<br />
better than any show ever displayed its time before or since<br />
and how X Files has a perfect case for "GOAT" because of that.<br />
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I got my mom into the reruns for awhile<br />
Until she cracked her fucking head and now she can't stand it again.<br />
My family comes to me with the big ideas they have because Josh is smart<br />
Sometimes Dad will rage about the black oil antidote that would have wiped Valdez prestine<br />
only the tree-huggars kept it secret because they're out to destroy good businessmen<br />
My sister reads what this guy said about what this guy said about the prophesies of Nostradamous<br />
How it's all coming true now and we better look out for the world ending soon.<br />
I sit her down and say 'Wendy<br />
The world is going to end when you kill yourself like all of us have always known you would'.<br />
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Joshua D. Beranhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16001391023944600607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-89976619791871954132013-05-14T11:33:00.002-05:002013-05-14T11:33:55.458-05:00WHEN THE WORLD ENDS<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br />DAVE MATTHEWS FAMOUSLY SAID THAT<br />“WHEN THE WORLDS END<br />WE’LL ALL BE DANCING.”<br /><br />I DON’T KNOW WHETHER TO TAKE SUCH A STATEMENT<br />AS THE WORLD AFFIRMING THERE END<br />OR THE END BEING A DIRECT RESULT OF THE WORLD’S DANCING.<br /><br />HISTORIANS DISAGREE ON THE CORRECT INTERPRETATION<br />BUT ALL ARE ALL WILLING TO ACCEPT THE POSSIBILITY OF A<br />‘DOUBLING MEANING’<br /><br />I DON’T KNOW HOW THE WORLD WILL END.<br />I DON’T EVEN THINK DAVE MATTHEWS KNOWS <br />HOW THE WORLD WILL END. <br /><br /><br />I’M BEING STUPID TO HIDE THE EDIT.<br />MY THOUGHTS<br />NOT YET MY THOUGHTS.<br />EVERY EDIT IS A LIE<br />THEY SAY. <br />BUT WHAT EDIT IS MORE A LINE?<br /><br />A MAYAN STOMACH ON A BONEFIRE<br />A COFFEE’S FUTILE ATTEMPT TO SAVE THE WORLD<br />A GOD’S PUPILS BURSTING WITH SNOW?<br />I DON’T KNOW IF I READ THAT QUESTION RIGHT.<br /><br />VOICE DRAWN INTO THE WASTE’S MIRAGE<br />DON’T THINK OF IT AS LUCK<br />THINK OF IT <br /><br />AS HARBORING THE MIRROR’<br />STRETCH ACROSS <br />THE EASTERN PLAINS OF NEBRASKA<br />ONE NIGHT WHEN YOU WERE TOO<br />HIGH TO PULL YOUR FEVERISH HANDS<br />BACK FROM THE BEE STINGER.<br /><br />WHAT EVER HAPPENED WITH THAT?<br />WHAT EVER HAPPENED WITH COUNTLESS THINGS<br />ON EARTH <br />THAT ARE DEAD?<br />TIME WAS, WE MURDER BECAUSE<br />THE ACT FELT COMFORTABLE.<br /><br />NOW<br />THOSE IN POWER WOULD HAVE YOU BELIEVE<br />THE DEATH OF ALL BEES WOULD SIGNIFY <br />THE CONQUERING OF THE FINAL OBSTACLE<br />BETWEEN THE ASSURED CONTINUANCE OF MANKIND<br />AND AN UNAVOIDABLE CAREENING INTO OBLIVION.<br /><br />THEY WOULD HAVE YOU BELIEVE<br />THE IDEA OF RUINING A MOTHER FUCKER <br />JUST BECAUSE HE OR SHE DIDN’T T HAVE <br />THE GUMPTION TO RUN AWAY<br />FEELS MILDLY OUT OF VOGUE.<br /><br />THERE IS PLAN.<br />IT IS A SECRET PLAN<br />TO CORNER THE MARKET <br />OF BEES .<br />THEN LIMIT THE SUPPLY <br />OF BEES.<br />THUS CREATING AN ILLOGICAL DEMAND<br />FOR BEES.<br /><br />THE GOAL BEING<br />OF COURSE<br />TO MAKE EVERYONE CARE ABOUT BEES.<br /><br />YOU WILL BUY ONE FOR A $1000<br />YOU WILL KEEP IT IN A CAGE<br />AND WHEN IT DIES<br />A SMALL PART OF YOU <br />WILL DIE ALSO. <br />AND YOU WILL BUY ANOTHER BEE<br />FOR $1000.<br />AND A BEE’S COST VALUE<br />WILL BE SOMETHING LIKE<br />A SEED BAG OF PERENNIALS.<br />AND IT’S SALE PRICE WILL BE<br />$1000.<br />THIS IS HOW THE BEE EXCHANGE <br />WILL WORK IN THE FUTURE.<br /><br />AT PRESENT<br />THE BEE MARKET IS STILL<br /> A BUYERS MARKET.<br />EVEN THE “KILLER BEE’S” <br /> WHAT THE FUCK DID THEY EVER DO?<br /><br />THEY WORSHIPED A MAN <br />SO UNCOMFORTED BY INFLUENCE<br />HE CALLED HIMSELF AN ‘OLD DIRTY BASTARD’<br />AND SMOKED CRACK TO DEATH.<br />WHAT A FUCKING FATIGUING THOUGHT.<br /><br />SO WHO GIVES A FUCK ABOUT BEES?<br />WHO GIVES A FUCK <br />ABOUT A KILO OF BEES?<br /><br />WELL MY SISTER FOR ONE.<br />BUT NOT IN ANY SORT OF<br />FISCALLY RESPONSIBLE WAY.<br /><br />SHE ONLY KNOWS THAT THERE ARE BEES<br />AND THEY COULD MURDER HER<br />IF SHE FANCIED A JAUNT INTO NATURE<br />WITHOUT HER EPIPEN.<br /><br />I IMAGINE FOR EXAMPLE<br />SHE WOULD FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE<br />DRINKING A GLASS OF WINE<br />ON A PICNIC DATE<br />WITH THAT GUY SHE REALLY LIKES<br />IF THERE WERE KILLER BEES AROUND.<br /><br />I IMAGINE<br /> TO PUT HER ‘HONEY ‘AT EASE<br />SHE WOULD SAY “NO GREG, <br />THIS FACE OF CONSUMING REGRET <br />IS NOT BECAUSE I WENT ON THIS PICNIC<br />DATE WITH YOU. IT IS BECAUSE I FORGOT<br /> MY EPIPEN.<br />AND WITHOUT MY EPIPEN<br />I COULD STEP ON A DEAD BEE<br />OR BE ASSAULTED BY A LIVING BEE<br />AND THEN I WOULD MOST LIKELY DIE<br />HAVING NEVER FULFILLED MY GREATEST DESIRE <br />TO HAVE TWO POLITE CHILDREN WITH YOU.<br /><br />I ALSO THINK<br />I JUST DRANK A BEE<br />THAT CRAWLED INTO MY WINEGLASS<br /><br />BUT NEVER MIND.<br />WHAT KIND OF GEMSTONES <br />WILL YOU ENCRUST INTO THE SIDES<br />OF THE TABLE <br />YOU BUILD FOR YOUR MOTHER<br />FOR MOTHER’S DAY?”<br /><br /><br />I BELIEVE THE DEPLOYMENT <br />OF POETRY—<br />I CALL IT “THE BREATH OF THE WORLD”—<br />—OTHERS CALL IT “GATHERED LIGHT”—<br />—LIKE THAT MAKES ANY SENSE—<br />WILL CONTINUE TO INCREASE INDEFINITELY <br />UNTIL OUR ATOMS ARE PROCESSED <br />INTO A FOSSIL JUICE<br />USED TO LUBRICATE THE GEARS <br />OF THE BIOMECHANICAL TRAVBOOK 2K10<br />ON ITS CAMPAIGN TO<br />SYSTEMATICALLY DESTROY<br />EVERY CONSTANT<br />LEFT IN THE WORLD.<br /><br />IT’S NOT THAT EVERYTHING<br />SHUFFLED INTO THIS PHANTASMAL<br />WOUND ON PURPOSE.<br />MORE –LIKE ME—EVERYTHING<br />MISTOOK GOD’S LAST ATTEMPT <br />TO PRESERVE MANKIND<br />AS A HARMLESS INCIDENT<br />THAT COST ME $1200.<br /><br />IN THE FUTURE:<br />THE RESISTANCE OF MANKIND<br />WILL UNITE AS A VOICE<br />STRIPPED DOWN TO RADIO WAVES<br />THAT LIMP ACROSS THE RAGGED SKY<br />PRAYING TO GRAVITY:<br /><br />BRINGS DOWN A CHUNK OF DEAD PLANET.<br />BRING DOWN A CHUNK OF DEAD PLANET<br />LARGE ENOUGH TO RETURN US TO THE SUN.<br />
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(BY MIKE KNOTT)</div>
justin ryan fyfehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12732772193535151517noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-438363171395726059.post-33760842907066476672013-05-11T17:29:00.000-05:002013-05-11T17:37:30.153-05:00VICTORY FOR BEES<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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no more alchohol</div>
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says the bee mom</div>
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no more buzzing and </div>
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poisoning and </div>
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we have only one life</div>
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one annoying body prop</div>
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<i>but it doesn't have to be</i></div>
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i am stung</div>
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with a tiny globe of bone</div>
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vibrating my insides</div>
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straight from mars</div>
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shitting my altruism </div>
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listening to alien cow music</div>
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with emo men, damn</div>
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we are all stoners</div>
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<i>i am still waiting for you</i></div>
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<i>to talk to me about </i></div>
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<i>your personal take on</i></div>
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we are all drawing this map</div>
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with pollution bells ringing</div>
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weeee-oooooowwwwwwww</div>
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and the car alarm bird shining</div>
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and <i>at least</i> neonicatinoid </div>
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pesticide use banning is happening</div>
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in europe</div>
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for two years</div>
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<i>at least </i></div>
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(put that on the map)</div>
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(put it in poured concrete</div>
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in the shape of a turtle</div>
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like turtle earth, like that)</div>
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i can't howl because i am smoking</div>
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i can't moon with my sisters</div>
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because i am creating a facsimile</div>
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of my face out of internet, not</div>
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a beehive made of skin</div>
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i am letting the rum soak my table</div>
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drawing goofy breasts on a cactus</div>
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with my homies </div>
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we are from earth</div>
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i asked google</div>
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what's the earth's area code?</div>
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and what is the population of humans?</div>
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it fluctuates, says google</div>
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it fluctuates</div>
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one hundred and eighteen million</div>
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four hundred and fifteen thousand</div>
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three hundred and thirty</div>
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(<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3fqE01YYWs" target="_blank">now</a>) i am a planet</div>
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hurrying along in the interstellar</div>
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atmosphere and i try to comprehend</div>
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a hawk? or a mouth? i remember</div>
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the moon from the universe</div>
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or, i remember everything that is </div>
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contained within me</div>
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the way that you remember</div>
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your village</div>
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in nebraska</div>
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with a population of one</div>
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you</div>
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when people send you letters...</div>
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what am i saying</div>
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no-one sends you letters</div>
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and i read them to you,</div>
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